I´m leaving...
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... the hospital today.
The good news are all the tissue the removed was healty, no trace of cancer. And my new silikon breast looks and feels like eigthteen. :-)
The Doctors don´t recommend a radiation therapy anymore ("you don´t need it") but still recommend on the chemotherapy (wich I still don´t want).
Further more they recommend me to a study at the Collone University were they reserce the breast cancer inheritage (sorry probely bad english). And since the cancer has hormon receptors the recommend a anti hormon therapy.
I´m still debating with my self about the chemotherapy and even the doctors have to admit that the procentage of recovering for me will increase with chemotherapy only by 1 - 3%. But since it increases they are moraly suppose to recommend it.
So go figgure your self...
It is a hard discission to make.
The good news are all the tissue the removed was healty, no trace of cancer. And my new silikon breast looks and feels like eigthteen. :-)
The Doctors don´t recommend a radiation therapy anymore ("you don´t need it") but still recommend on the chemotherapy (wich I still don´t want).
Further more they recommend me to a study at the Collone University were they reserce the breast cancer inheritage (sorry probely bad english). And since the cancer has hormon receptors the recommend a anti hormon therapy.
I´m still debating with my self about the chemotherapy and even the doctors have to admit that the procentage of recovering for me will increase with chemotherapy only by 1 - 3%. But since it increases they are moraly suppose to recommend it.
So go figgure your self...
It is a hard discission to make.
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Date: 2015-07-23 02:18 am (UTC)There isn't any one way to act or be brave or scared. You are you and you are dealing with a life changing illness. You need to be what ever you are feeling at the moment. Living is winning. Whatever it takes to get you there. I cried, acted brave and spent nights awake wondering.. It's all good. It what human do. HUGS!!! Hang in there!
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Date: 2015-07-23 12:27 pm (UTC)For me is my writing part of my copping mechanism :-)