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no rest for the wicked award
Aug. 17th, 2015 09:11 pmI don't know how, but my story "without leather and lace" has been nominated for the "no rest for the wicked award".
I'm soooo happy!
I'm soooo happy!
STEAMPUNK!
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tipsy_kitty wrote a STEAM PUNK BB! And I told her I would dress up before reading. I´m the one in the red "Dress" :-)
Beta needed
Feb. 12th, 2015 07:29 pmOkay this morning I was Hit by my Muse and wrote this little sad fic and need now a beta. Anyone interested? 1000 words.
BB 2015 and Poll
Jan. 28th, 2015 12:05 pmOkay so I did it again!
I signed up for a nother BB!
I don´t know how many people read this but I need your help to decide wich story should be my BB.
#1: Jensen has it all he is rich, young, good looking and succesful. One thing he isn´t is faithful. Jared´s life so far has always been a struggle now his boy friend introduce him to Jensen and asked him to be nice to this important customer.
I picture a story that starts out on a great unbalanced. They will come together, they will break up and meeting again after a long time the balance will have shift.
#2: Were wolf AU: Once a human is knotted by an alpha, the human turns into an omega. What happens if the human doesn´t change? What happens when you become suddenly the (human) father to were twins? Can you forgive? Do you want to forgive?
There are so many stories about becomming an omega and it is always comfortable for the alphas but my thought was what happens when the plan doesen´t work that way. Maybe it´s not the human who has to change.
I´ll run the poll till Saturday, because BB closes on Sunday and than I´ll start to write (hahaha).
[Poll #1996823]
I signed up for a nother BB!
I don´t know how many people read this but I need your help to decide wich story should be my BB.
#1: Jensen has it all he is rich, young, good looking and succesful. One thing he isn´t is faithful. Jared´s life so far has always been a struggle now his boy friend introduce him to Jensen and asked him to be nice to this important customer.
I picture a story that starts out on a great unbalanced. They will come together, they will break up and meeting again after a long time the balance will have shift.
#2: Were wolf AU: Once a human is knotted by an alpha, the human turns into an omega. What happens if the human doesn´t change? What happens when you become suddenly the (human) father to were twins? Can you forgive? Do you want to forgive?
There are so many stories about becomming an omega and it is always comfortable for the alphas but my thought was what happens when the plan doesen´t work that way. Maybe it´s not the human who has to change.
I´ll run the poll till Saturday, because BB closes on Sunday and than I´ll start to write (hahaha).
[Poll #1996823]
Writing is hard...
Jan. 13th, 2015 05:05 pm.... okay so this is nothing new to you but for me. :-)
I´m about to finish my RevBB and now the sign up for the BB2015 has started.
I still don´t know if I should participade are the stories I´m working on long (and good) enought for a BB?
Hopefully I see clearer when I´m finished with my RevBB.
I´m about to finish my RevBB and now the sign up for the BB2015 has started.
I still don´t know if I should participade are the stories I´m working on long (and good) enought for a BB?
Hopefully I see clearer when I´m finished with my RevBB.
Beta needed
Dec. 14th, 2014 10:53 pmFor my secret Santa story I'm looking for a Beta. Anyone interested? It's AU and a kind of fary tale.
Okay Okay it maybe shouldn´t come as a surpries but the SPN family is really caring about each other.
I had a awful day the doctor needed three tries to get the needel in my vein. The other weekend doctor is so much for the chemotherapie and the there is this beautiful october day outside and I´m stuck in here.
But then I got those wonderful get well wishes and they are all wellcome and needed! My parents showed up together with my little girl and later my hubby and I went (not allowed!) on a walk to the next door cemetary. This is the old town cemetary and if the would film SN in Germany it could really be a good location.
So now I´m back in my hospital room (since today I´m all to myself) I just had my last antibotica transfusion and hopefully the will take out the (I don´t know right english word) drainage out tomorrow.
I would like to tell you what the Professor B. told me about my futer treatment. Since my tumor got hormon receptors I can and I will get a hormon treatment. Because I now have an silicon implant I need to have a radiation (again I´m not sure that this is the right english word) for an even better prognosis (1-2% better) they would like to give me a chemotherapy.
My mother had breast cancer twice (!) and I know how hard the chemo is on the body. So I´m really thinking hard what to do next.
I will talk to some other doctors and will hopefully find the right way for myself.
Thank you for your great support. I hope I answered all the mails I got.
I had a awful day the doctor needed three tries to get the needel in my vein. The other weekend doctor is so much for the chemotherapie and the there is this beautiful october day outside and I´m stuck in here.
But then I got those wonderful get well wishes and they are all wellcome and needed! My parents showed up together with my little girl and later my hubby and I went (not allowed!) on a walk to the next door cemetary. This is the old town cemetary and if the would film SN in Germany it could really be a good location.
So now I´m back in my hospital room (since today I´m all to myself) I just had my last antibotica transfusion and hopefully the will take out the (I don´t know right english word) drainage out tomorrow.
I would like to tell you what the Professor B. told me about my futer treatment. Since my tumor got hormon receptors I can and I will get a hormon treatment. Because I now have an silicon implant I need to have a radiation (again I´m not sure that this is the right english word) for an even better prognosis (1-2% better) they would like to give me a chemotherapy.
My mother had breast cancer twice (!) and I know how hard the chemo is on the body. So I´m really thinking hard what to do next.
I will talk to some other doctors and will hopefully find the right way for myself.
Thank you for your great support. I hope I answered all the mails I got.
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Envy as RPF
Aug. 27th, 2014 08:09 pmOkay I did something strange/crazy I posted at AO3!
I posted my BB as RPF so instead of Sam there is Jared and instead of Dean there is Jensen; well you get the idea.
Here is the link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/2209872
Summery: 19 year old Jared, son of Gavin, Leader of the Forest People, leads a happy, gentle life steeped in the easy, traditional footsteps and values of their ancient culture. As a highly skilled hunter, Jared delights in providing for his friends and family and looks forward to a fairly carefree life spent among his beloved First Trees, family and 'playful' friends and perhaps leading his people some day.
Those plans seem right on track until one day when prying emerald eyes spy the beautiful young hunter 'playing' in a forest meadow with some friends and decide this 'young savage' of the Forest should be his.
Moved into a new world... one filled with debauchery, pain, treachery and greed. Can the gentle, loving, young man survive such horrors and still maintain his family's deep-seated values? Can such an uncaring world and its jaded ruler be changed for the better?
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I posted my BB as RPF so instead of Sam there is Jared and instead of Dean there is Jensen; well you get the idea.
Here is the link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/2209872
Summery: 19 year old Jared, son of Gavin, Leader of the Forest People, leads a happy, gentle life steeped in the easy, traditional footsteps and values of their ancient culture. As a highly skilled hunter, Jared delights in providing for his friends and family and looks forward to a fairly carefree life spent among his beloved First Trees, family and 'playful' friends and perhaps leading his people some day.
Those plans seem right on track until one day when prying emerald eyes spy the beautiful young hunter 'playing' in a forest meadow with some friends and decide this 'young savage' of the Forest should be his.
Moved into a new world... one filled with debauchery, pain, treachery and greed. Can the gentle, loving, young man survive such horrors and still maintain his family's deep-seated values? Can such an uncaring world and its jaded ruler be changed for the better?
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Was season 9 really that awful?
When I read certain journals I sometimes get that impression.
There was too much Castiel! Not engouth Catiel.
I like angles - I don´t like angels.
Sam always gets the attention.
I like Dean better!
How could Sam say that!
How could Dean do that!
Well I liked Season 9!
And when something wasn´t liked I wanted it to be,
well thats the diffrence between fanfiction and the show.
When I read certain journals I sometimes get that impression.
There was too much Castiel! Not engouth Catiel.
I like angles - I don´t like angels.
Sam always gets the attention.
I like Dean better!
How could Sam say that!
How could Dean do that!
Well I liked Season 9!
And when something wasn´t liked I wanted it to be,
well thats the diffrence between fanfiction and the show.
I just figured out ....
Apr. 16th, 2014 02:13 pm
First story
Dec. 17th, 2013 11:39 amI´m sooooo excited. I finished my first story! Okay it is kind of schmoop but I wrote it all by myself and I´m soooo happy that I finished it.
It´s for the christmas exchange so I´m someones secret Santa.
It´s for the christmas exchange so I´m someones secret Santa.
Furry tale
Oct. 31st, 2013 08:20 am> I was at a furrier shop in my little hometown. I needed some withe fur for my husband uniform.
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> Well obvious the owner was very grateful to have a potentail customer and talked, talked, talked...
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> I told him that I needed that fur for a historical uniform because my husband and I do reenactmend. He said that is not the strangest things he did with fur... :-)
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> He made ropes covered with fur for bondage (because they dont scar and don´t get to tight), he made masks out of fur with no hole for the eyes, he once covered a sex swing in fur.
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> I had a really funny time in that smal town shop doing some shopping for my husband suddenly I thought I should share this knowlege with all of you ;-)
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> Well obvious the owner was very grateful to have a potentail customer and talked, talked, talked...
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> I told him that I needed that fur for a historical uniform because my husband and I do reenactmend. He said that is not the strangest things he did with fur... :-)
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> He made ropes covered with fur for bondage (because they dont scar and don´t get to tight), he made masks out of fur with no hole for the eyes, he once covered a sex swing in fur.
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> I had a really funny time in that smal town shop doing some shopping for my husband suddenly I thought I should share this knowlege with all of you ;-)
Every day...
Oct. 11th, 2013 11:43 am... you learn something new.
I just was at a furrier. He told me that he did a lot of work for the BDSM scene. They like there ropes covered with fur!
He even told me that onetime someone send his sex swing so the hole thing would be covered in fur!
I just was at a furrier. He told me that he did a lot of work for the BDSM scene. They like there ropes covered with fur!
He even told me that onetime someone send his sex swing so the hole thing would be covered in fur!
Well I´m not sure if this works but I was asked if I would share my Con Pictures.
Well the beutiful people you know :-)
The little one is me :-))
Well the beutiful people you know :-)
The little one is me :-))
Real Life and Fic
Jan. 11th, 2013 06:10 pmI never thought I would write my second entry about real life and fantasy.
But since I´m stumbeling over entries about it Daneel I have to write something about it...
I love Supernatural and I love to read fanfiction. I had never troubel reading it as long it was about Sam and Dean. I was at a Convention where Jared and Jensen were asked about it (and Jared mentioned it at his coffee lounche) they didn´t mind writing people about Sam and Dean and them being together and stuff like this, they only had a problem with the rpf because they ended up bashing Gen and Daneel.
So the good fan I try to be I stayed away from rpf and only read Sam and Dean AU. But then I stumbeled up on some realy good fics, totaly AU (and I mean AU) and I asked the author "why did you used the real names and not Sam and Dean?". Her anser was "we know Sam and Dean and give them certain atributes and personality, Jensen and Jared we don´t know so I can use them like I like and they are actors so they could play it (not be it)"
That was something I could live with and I started to read rpf. I still don´t like rpf if they are not AU and avoid them. I know they are fiction and that is why I can enjoy them.
What I can´t understand how can anybody be jealous or hate there wifes. We should be happy they are happy. I met Gen briefly at the Con I meantioned aboufe and she is such a nice, friendly and beautyful lady I liked her from the spot. I don´t know Daneel but I like her because she makes someone happy who stars at my favourite show and having a baby should never ends up in bashing the mother because some people are to stupid to differ between their fantasys and real live.
But since I´m stumbeling over entries about it Daneel I have to write something about it...
I love Supernatural and I love to read fanfiction. I had never troubel reading it as long it was about Sam and Dean. I was at a Convention where Jared and Jensen were asked about it (and Jared mentioned it at his coffee lounche) they didn´t mind writing people about Sam and Dean and them being together and stuff like this, they only had a problem with the rpf because they ended up bashing Gen and Daneel.
So the good fan I try to be I stayed away from rpf and only read Sam and Dean AU. But then I stumbeled up on some realy good fics, totaly AU (and I mean AU) and I asked the author "why did you used the real names and not Sam and Dean?". Her anser was "we know Sam and Dean and give them certain atributes and personality, Jensen and Jared we don´t know so I can use them like I like and they are actors so they could play it (not be it)"
That was something I could live with and I started to read rpf. I still don´t like rpf if they are not AU and avoid them. I know they are fiction and that is why I can enjoy them.
What I can´t understand how can anybody be jealous or hate there wifes. We should be happy they are happy. I met Gen briefly at the Con I meantioned aboufe and she is such a nice, friendly and beautyful lady I liked her from the spot. I don´t know Daneel but I like her because she makes someone happy who stars at my favourite show and having a baby should never ends up in bashing the mother because some people are to stupid to differ between their fantasys and real live.
