I am a mother of two littel kids (7 and 9) and I can´t avoid thinking what I´ll let them witness during the chemotherapy. Half a year is quite a long time for a child.

And off course I thought about that it would be the worste if I couldn´t see them grow up.

You said: "As a mother of a young child I would risk that all over again and hit it aggressively with everything they've got." and I´m thinking doese it makes me a coward if I want to avoid a chemo because I think it isn´t nesseary and the hormon treatment should be engouth?